Realization

That I’d have never fitted in a joint family, that I cannot handle large number of people, that I’m repelled by crowd, that I cannot smile and take it all in, that I will be curt with people I can’t handle, that I will never for the life of me invite a crowd of people I cannot handle (all at once).

Does that make me a bad person? Well, even if it does, there isn’t really much I can do to help it.

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8 thoughts on “Realization

  1. You’d be surprised at how you’re becoming more a part of the majority than the minority. It doesn’t make you bad or good or any other judgemental word one can come up with. It just makes you, you!

    • Well, when I look at it that way, may be you’re right. But then in middle class society to which I belong, everybody’s expected to smile and be courteous despite whatever, which I can’t do even if I tried šŸ™‚ And yes, that would be me.

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